Can or Can't

Assalamualaikum :)

Ehem . Apa Khabar? Sehad Tak? ok. Sudah. Sudah. Nanti aku buat ayat jiwang pulak , karang ade yang hack aku punya blog ni. ada ke ? haha .

First of all , aku minta maaf sangat-sangat. lama sudah tak meng-update kan diri di blog ni. Mungkin belum sampai seru lagi. Ok dah macam nak kawen dah aku tengok. Padahal nak tulis Entri nye je punnnn. 

Selapas aku bertungkus lumus menghabiskan masa dalam bahagian Taxation , and now move forward to  do in Audit Department. Yeah ini lah saat yang aku nanti kan sangat tu. Aku ingat bulan 7 ni takde lah nak sebok keja dateline itu ini. sekali ade jugak mak oiii. Hajat hati baru nak balik awal la. sharp on time. pukul 6 je kua office. Tapi , apakan daya. aku terpaksa terima hakikat yang sesiapa keja kat Audit Firm mesti balik tak Punctual kan ? kan?

Untuk first week aku dekat Audit Department , aku dah kena buat Audit dekat luar . Kena baut Audit dekat company tu la. Jenuh cari jalan ngn staff yang lain. Dan diselamat kan dengan GPS senior aku. HTC gamak nya. fuhhhh . tapi macam biasa la , pagi- pagi jalan JAM .

Untuk pertama kali nya , aku kena buat dekat Sungai Buluh. Yeah . suka nya suka nya :) the following week , minggu ni la , aku kena keluar lagi. mula-mula ingat tak nak ikut , tapi disebabkan  nak habis kan cepat , jadi memerlukan ramai staff la . kami pergi bertiga :) kali ini dekat Chow Kit je pun .

Selesai semua aku buat working paper , tinggal untuk senior review saje. fuhhh Lega Mak Oiiiii :)
Ehemmm . Ade story nih . :) Last Firday aku jumpa seorang Teman. Teman Tapi Mesra :) terlebih mesra , akrab sangat taw. Pergi Dinner same-same :) Thanks Sayang :)

Sayang , Thanks again. Again Lorrr :) I Live You . Miss You Damn Much. :)

Assalamualaikum :)

Hi Sahabat , Hello Peeps ,

SobSob , Ok sedih . haha , ingat plan jadi. tapi, biasalah tu. Kita hanya mampu merancang tapi, Tuhan yang menentukan . yedakk ? Sepatutnya hari ini nak jumpe kawan2 kat Putrajaya. tapi, x dapat jumpe di atas sebab2 yang xdapat di elakkan. you pergi putrajaya jugak kn? be careful ye syg, sorry takdapat jumpe.

Dan cerita untuk post kali ini adalah tentang Tempat Praktikal Saya ! yeah ! suke nye suke nye :)
ikut jadual kolej , it should be 4 june baru Praktikal. tapi, hari tu aku pergi interview, then, Mrs.Wong ask to came earlier, so aku iye kan aje. sebab ok jugak dapat pengalaman lame2 sikit yedak?

Selasa lepas, aku dah call company aku, then Yen Peng said , ok la. you can came tommorrow. ok. nervous. sangat. haha. esok nye , ayah aku hantar kan. sekejap je tmpt nye. dalam 15 sampai, naik moto cepat, sebab nak elakkan jam kat sane. pagi2 sangat jam.

First Day : aku datang awal dalam 10 minit before 9am. Lai Hoo bukak pintu dan ask me to sit first wait for Yen Peng. then dalam 15minit, Yen Peng pun datang. Yen Peng briefly explain ape yang aku kena buat. yeah. kne buat akau dari mula sampai dapat Tax computation. dan hari first tu jugak, aku siap kan. Yen Peng cakap, bila aku dah siap, submit, then die akan cek, then kalo ade amendment die akan panggil. er, dah 3 hari, tapi die xde soh buat amendment pun. ok la tu. :) yang aku kena buat tu. Sole trader, hari tu jugak Yen Peng soh tgk Partnership punye camne nak buat. die soh aku slowly, paham kan camne nak buat. tanya kalo x paham.

Second Day : siap kan balik ape  yang tertunggak semalam. tapi, selingan ngan keje admin jugak. Yen Peng ask to type letter, need to print out the workings, and banyak lagi, naseb baik aku bukan keje angkat org call. tak pandai. haha. and that day jugak Mrs Wong ask for help, tgk die punye minutes book and register book, sebb esok org auditor nak datang cek. aku dengan terpinga-pinga, tgk la buku tu. die just soh tgk, either, company secretary file ni dah update ke blom... dan aku pun mencari2 la, mane file nye. pehhh bapak banyak file. dan aku start pening. haha :) rileks ok. under control lagi ni

Third Day : submit keje tertunggak, then, aku update kt file. done for partnership.otw submit. Yen Peng bagi new job. yup. update file lagi. er, er, bukan satu, tpi sepuluh file aku angkut. ish3. banyak sangat tau. haha. dan keje untuk hari tu adalah meng update file ajeeee :)

makin lama. makin mencabar keje. keje dengan cina ni sangat cepat. dan aku kena berusaha sebaik mungkin untuk adapt environment situ. hope ok la. :)

er, short note untuk diri sendiri> berusaha! and you know you can do it. haha, gambatte !

actually, ade lah sorang kawan aku ni, tanya , x update blog ke yus? then , aku kate. tengok lah dulu kan. haa. dah update dh pun. haha. tak bace siap ko !

miss my Mr. A , er er. kbai. No hard feeling. bhaha . serious, rindu . sobsob

SomeBody to be Loved

Assalamualaikum :)

Hello Peeps,

How your day today ! It just the beginner of Sunday.
Today Post is for someone. yeah ! you sayang.

Being Friend with you, are the most Happiest thing in my life.
Saying that you love me, even we just knowing each other # actually since 2009, but , , you know rite?# makes me MELT actually, seriously !.
You said that you knows everything bout me. You said that you miss me. You said that you love me.
Okay, Everything is ACCEPTED , ngeee :)

< Nampak tak ENGLISH EDUCATION kat situuuu >

Move next , Sayang . Be careful of what you saying to me . You know why kan .
Kalau boleh , setiap hari kite nak ber- S K Y P E kan? yess, Every day. You bayang kan. Dulu , time dok PERMAI#hostel lua# kelengkapan WIFI sangat memuaskan hati. dari pagi bawak ke petang dan bawak ke malam.  memang x off lappy la kan. :) anything for you !

And today, you nak balik KL kan, so, hati-hati ye sayang :) you kate Trg ke Kl 4 jam. how fast you drive huh? Takmo rushing2 ok. kalau ngantok, just like what you promise to me, rest at RnR ya !
if i could accompany you. I wish i could. Its Ok, by Next Week, we will meet ! inshaAllah if everything goes well .

Sometimes, i wonder to know again and again. why it's Me. sorry ! get messy up of this question in my mind. Yup, you totally know me. really deep about me.

Thanks ya ! Knowing you are make my life colorful again. You, i know it will not remain the same until the ends, but just enough to stay beside me for a while.

Petik ayat you . In future we don't know what will happen but you are my KENANGAN MANIS :) . thanks babe.

Lots of Love <3

Can you see it ?

Fasa #1 - KPM

Assalamualaikum .

Hai and Hello ,

How are you today ? Ok , Fine . Tak payah nak berbasa - basi sangat la kan. #dush-dush

Hari ini aku terpanggil nak update blog ni haa. Berkurun jugak aku nak update O.o haha

seriously, bila ade dengan family, yeah ! aku nak lupa kan semua. semua yang aku tak nak fikirkan. aha ! 

ape yang penting bagi aku sekarang- FAMILY the most important thing in my life. To be honest, aku ni jenis yang xsuka duduk rumah. lebih suka merantau la kate kan. since a years ago. i know that my Family, is the precious thing in this world. really worth it.

And now , i just thinking about one thing . which is : My New Life As Practical Student :) OMG. dah tak sabar nak masuk ke alam pekerjaan you ! maaf ! aku tadi pergi membalas komen-komen para peminat ku. ok aku punye sewel dah start. # syg, please. not now # By next week dah start keje. Hopefully, everything will goes smoothly. inshaAllah :)

sibuk - sibuk pikir pasai nak LI, aku termenung seketika. dan berkata dalam hati # Ya Allah, aku dah nak abes belaja # nampak x kat situ? ok terima kasih :) haha. mengambil masa untuk meng-update blog, fuhhh. berpeluh2 umpama aku berlari 10-100 km . #itu tipu 

KOLEJ PROFESIONAL MARA AYER MOLEK , MELAKA . di situ lah aku diberi ilmu. secukup nya. sedalam nye. dan macam-macam yang aku timba di situ. mengenal erti persahabatan. mengenal erti susah senang bersama. menjalin sebuah talian persaudaraan. dan banyak lagi yang aku tak mampu luah kan. disitu juga lah . aku tersungkur. terjatuh. dalam ye. sangat dalam. aku bangkit dengan satu semangat yang sangat dalam. dengan niat untuk mencapi segengam sijil diploma in accountancy :) sangat tak sedar dah hampir 3tahun aku dekat melaka. Ok, sangat cepat. ye cepat. Sumpah !. xpuas rasa nye nak duduk melaka lagi. heee :)

banyak benda nak story kat sini. but it's okay, ni just fasa satu. ade banyak lagi fasa ok? haha . Need to continue jugak... hari ini , aku masih terpikir. dan memang sulit nak dapat kn jawapan ini. ehem ! anyone help me? ok. cite nye macam ini. chat punye chat punye chat punye chat. and then, he says that he fall in love with me. i just can't understand, what actually he want from me. sayang, jangan simpati toward what happen to me in the past, but believe in me, that some day, you will found better from me :) i just can't love you back. and until now, i still accept you as my best friend :) love you ! 

being single it just not simple as you thought. it hard actually, and the worst thing is, you will always crying. like no one after him . haha. it happens to me already . yup. it so sweet when you see the couple in front of you. you must admit it that you also want to have a couple. don't too rushing babe, you will regret after that. i says as i feel, as i learn it before. Since today, i just have one dream. yes one only, that is : to be a good daughter toward his parents :). inshaAllah. 

i have a friends, we create our relationship since our first met. in the college :) and now she still continued his study, fight for her final semester. even though she little bit late, but i want she to know, that i always by her side to push up when ever she felt down :) love you sahabat. susah senang kita same-same. even kadang kadang ada rasa sakit hati, kecil hati dan hati hati yang lain lah. but kau tetap kawan sampai bila-bila :)

hari terakhir, kita sama-sama buat semua benda kan? aku sentiasa ade untuk kau kawan. :') nanti belajar sungguh2 taw afah ! miss you. :) jangan buat masalah kat hostel taw . chaiyokk2 dalam study, kau tahu kan kau boleh buat kan sebenarnya :)

miss the moment we hug together :)

 afah :'( miss you. many things kita share together kan.

peace yaw !

assalamualaikum and hello peeps, :)

how was your day? hope you enjoy the day.

nothing much that i wanna says,

just be strong YUS ! :)

and keep on smiling :)

never stop moving even you hurt.

believe that everything happen for a REASON :)

wait until the day,

the day that you realize,

in this world,

you are the strongest among them.

:)

heee :D peace yaw !

 

 

 

assalamualikum.

salam semua. :)

apa kabar? hopefully korang sume sehad ok. is there anything new? eh, opkos la yus, ko ni dah berapa lame x update blog? alamak korang, sorry la. sengaje? er, tak sengaja jugak. sebab lately, busy kalah retis you.
upppsss, no picture please, malu i. haha#dah start merapu# hey, wassup baby? ko ok x? aku tengok macam lain je hari ni.? oh. untuk pengetahuan ko, aku dah lame macam ni, dah dekat 1 bulan la jugak, dah macam ikan xbernyawa kau tahu? haha. drama ape la aku nk buat eh. xde geng yg suke merapu bagai la :)

firstly, benda yg pling aku risau adalah tempat aku LI aka latihan industri. aku kena attend interview for hour and half. peh. lame taw, serious, seram sejuk je aku tggu soalan demi soalan. hahaha. the most special part is, aku trus dpt keputusan time tu jugak. aku lulus, masyaAllah. aku sangat risau pada mulanye. semua berjalan dengan lancar. :)

the following, byk bnde pulak nk kne submit, nk kuiz nye lagi, assignment audit nye lagi.. frankly speaking, assignment audit group aku the best for our class. haishhh, xsia2 usaha aku dan kawan2 aku . :) to be an auditor must practice from now rite? haha ngade kan.

yg xleh bla, assignment tax. need to do something different, lecturer soh buat macam forum :) thank GOD, benda ni dah lepas. selamat semua nya. emmm. even last minute preparation, lack of tools, or so whatever la. yg pntg sekarang aku dah boleh focus tok final kan?

this week plak,aku berlambak test kuiz jugak.. hmmm, wish me luck, this week ade presentation BP aka business plan.ha ! yang ni ye aku takot... haishh. hopefully, sume akan di permudahkan. assignment PM - done, assignment ATAP individu- done, jap ag nk proceed ngn ape eh? emmm. nk rest boleh x? tlg la. penat sangat dah ni. xleh pk dah. haha

2 weeks to go,final you.final. . nk 4 flat, kne la work hard kan? tpi biase la tu klo malas tu dtg kadang2 kn?
ye, aku pun pemalas. haha tpi bila pk nk final dah, tak kira la ape nk jadi, aku nk fight jugak sem last ni.:)
korang doakan aku ok?

actually dah banyak hari jugak la aku dok permai ni, aku rindu kan adek2 aku.ade agkat, budak2 bilik. hmmm. sorry korang, kite terpaksa tinggalkan korang. rindu nk gelak same2 :) before kite balik uma, please arrange 1 tarikh utk kua same eh? please korang. rindu korang.

bila aku nk cakap pasal diri seseorang yang lain, aku akan reflect balik kat diri aku. aku pernah x buat macam tu. hmm. nak share jugak , aku taw la final nk dekat dah. masing2 ade hal sendiri kan. then pandai2 ko la divide mase macam mane. itu masa kau kan.? takkan every single minit aku jugak yang kne ingat kan ko?
nak kate ko kecik lagi x pun, dah boleh jadi mak org dah tu. hehe

aku nak upload pic act, tpi aku tak taw kenapa xleh. maybe xde rezeki kot :) tape2 lain kali ok?
aku rasa macam banyak je aku bebel kat sini. haha. k la, bye2

sunday night going to be monday morning

salam , hye semua. yup, all of you,

seriously, wanna apologies because , i know that are my fault, ok seriously , really super duper busy right now.
with  MUET , many assignment and all that make me crazy , oH , i going to be MAD , haha LOL ,

first thing first , before i forget, alhamdulillah , my MUET speaking test is already done last week , i though it is hard, but actually, it is okay la peeps , you just need to control your emotion only , the nervousness inside you body, oh. some said that THERE IS BUTTERFLY IN MY STOMACH oh, not butterfly , it to be DRAGON maybe. haha . there is to show you how nervous me.

to became such a good person is not too hard, but if you got too many excuses to be a part of it, it will hard for you la, am i right. okay, nothing is going to change until you willing to change it. why need to be very very brave, if you know that you are scared actually? 

ha, kau nampak tak ? penangan MUET kau, sekali aku dah sepeking, ade kau faham? masuk bab2 literature, puihh, belagak kan? so ? ade aku kesah? as long as aku tau aku speaking ni untuk ape okay, haha

ade org ckp macam bagus je nak speaking bagai, hey HELLO you guys, you nowadays is very-very important to speak well in English, not saying that i am the good one, but actually, show the talent that you have. aku nak apply for practical pun, interview dalam phone in english maa, is that enough to proof that how importnat is english in our daily life?

aku dikejutkan sekali lagi dengan macam-macam ragam manusia di atas muka bumi ni, YOU SUCH LIKE JERK when kau hanya tahu nak gune kan agama sebagai penutup kesalahan kau. haishhhh, what ever la kawan, you getting worst actually, it was your fault at the beginer,  so you must able to face the risk la if your BIG BIG RAHSIA is terbongkar right? tepuk dada tanya hati la kawan, aku dengar sahaje, tak berani nak cakap lebih2.

what goes around will come around, aku percaya benda ni, :) totally hundred and ten percent agreed!

aku dah ngantuk , going to sleep tight, okay,
bila dah sunyi macam gini, aku selalu teringat kau. sorry, kau masih sukar lupakan kau, sebab itu bukan kemahuan aku, hmmm :'(