Aku Stuck ? Yeke ?

Assalamualaikum dan selamat siang :)

Penagan Nescafe Latte, mata terbuka luas. luas seluas-luasnya. rabak dah mata ni tapi degil taknak tido.
tekan sane tekan sini, teringat nak update blog.

Kemana hendak di tuju bila tiada siapa mengetahui hal sebenar ? bila segala tohmahan dilempar ? tepuk dada tanya selera. eh ? tak gitu ?

Post ni tak nak positive, skema dan nerd sangat sebab aku tahu siapa dia sebenarnya. okay melalutt. Dah nak masuk April 2014. Maksudnya peak period dah sampai. er, firm aku ni hari hari pun peak period. taktahu la bilanya relax. Accounts dah masuk berlambak lambak dan berguni guni. Hanya mampu pandang. dan...... okay last last kena buat jugak kan? Redhaaaaaaaaaaairline

Rozie ade nasihat, tapi aku pun tak tahu aku bebal or hati dah tertutup rapat ? Bukan taknak dengar nasihat tapi mungkin masih memberi peluang kepada memori lama. Penat bila fikir. Jadi aku amik jalan mudah untuk relaks biarkan saje. Jangan risau okay bestfriend. :)

Fokus sekarang lebih tertumpu kepada benda lain yang lebih penting, Taknak amik port sangat pasal diri sendiri, nanti di layankan perasaan yang entah ape ape. Adalah lebih baik begini sahaja.

Simple, make it short, sleepy already. I'm stuck. Honestly yes, i am stuck. stuck in you !

After a video call, just thinking your words ! another 2 years left. keep waiting. Dont worry :)

Be carefule

Assalamualaikum :)

Good evening. !

Dear you ,

Please be careful. i know you're facing lots of problem. i dont mind if you wanna story to me.

you can trust me. believe me. it's up to you.

the most important things to me is. whenever you are, whatever you doing. just have a safe life.

Problems are problems, you can't run or avoid. you have to face it.

btw, are you doing well dear?


Regards,
Lots of Love.

The Day

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah, segala yang dirancang berjalan dengan lancar, Harini rombongan keluarga Hafiz datang nak merisik Patma, tutup cerita merisik bagai sebab aku nak share satu benda yang berlegar kat kepala otak.

Dalam 2ptg camtu aku teman cousin aku laundry kt PJCC la, nearby je. while waiting the cloth, we is not like discussing, more like expressing some opinion and talk nonsense je. but, which i interested the most is, bile bangkit isu kawin. Cousin aku ni banyak pengalaman sikit, nak kata memilih sangat tak la aku rasa. mungkin die perlukan seseorang yang boleh tegas ke atas die. sbb die ni keras kepala, keras hati semua keras. tak ade perasaan punye. okay itu lebih. sorry !

Lelaki perlu Tegas ! yup. Setuju 200%.  Kalau aku di beri pilihan la. aku pun nak seseorang yang tegas dan boleh disiplin kan aku yang banyak cakap merapu meraban. Tapi. Tegas itu pun perlu sesuai pada masa tempat dan caranya. jangan hang bedal main tegas memanjang. Hambar la rumah tangga nanti babe. So, to make it short, Lelaki perlukan sifat tegas itu. Sekian.

Aku nak merapu kisah lain, CNY ni, plan cantik. Holiday trip. Location ? Anywhere as long as in Malaysia. tak mampu jejauh sampai ke Seoul sane. Ke Korea Ke Kita. haaa gitu! Tiqah on je. Please tiqah, bawak la aku jejauh sikit kalini. nak lepaskan bebanan kepala otak ni. Bulan seterusnya dah mula busy, busy ha !


Bilamana kita rasa kia sedih, tengoklah, pandanglah sekeliling, dan pernah kah kau berfikir, mungkin ade manusia di luar sane yang lebih perit dan sedih daripada engkau? Terapkan satu benda. SYUKUR. bersyukurlah dengan yang sedikit. bersyukurlah dengan apa yang ada.


Aku senyap kerana aku mengkaji. Mengkaji alam, keindahannya dan keadaannya. Sejujurnya ketenangan hadir selepas itu. Allahu. Allah bagi akal untuk berfikir, jadi gunakan lah sebaiknya.


At last, to whom it may corncern;

I ignore you due to several things. you can say as much you may. Please bear in mind to what things you have done to me ? is that all you want ? is that enough ? or Enjoyable maybe ? Think.


To future ;

i might not same as periously. but to be truth, i can be better than before. Please careful. Accept my mistake and no more. i give the broken heart to you because trust that you can save it.


Regards,
Yus

Two Zero One Four

Assalamualaikum and Salam Maulidur Rasul :)


Hi 2014 ! where to start ? My new year going good up to first week of the year, and it become adventures to the second week, where i got phone call from my liltle sister (Monday/6January), said that my father is at Hospital, PPUM. without thinking, i straight tell my boss and wants to go back early, actually that time almost 5.30p.m. Using cab from Amcorp Mall to home, should takes only 15 minutes, but we stuck in jammed ! and i reach at 6.00p.m. Me is waiting my mom call, and said my dad is okay, at night we go hospital, to know his exact condition.

The next day i took EL, and wednesday until friday i took half day work. because my dad still at hospital and after a week, finally on last friday(10January) he discharge. I'm grateful. easy for my mom to take care at home rather than hospital. My begining month of year was so busy. So how about yours ?

One thing i learned, i full satisfied of myself, because during my dad sick, I am there beside him to take care of him. Everyday tired to think about work, but my priority at time, is to really take care my dad. Thank God :)

Oh, by the way, I have plan some wishlist for year 2014 !


Here are there :-

1.     Finish Driving License. - got L already, it take about 2 months to get P.  
2.     Trip Holiday - end of January during CNY,
3.     Goldbar - every month to buy 2gram goldbar.
4.     Part time degree study/ ACCA
5.     Applying a new job
6.     Change a new HP ! - by March
7.     Buy a new Furniture & Fittings at home

Actually got another five but it is long term goal. dont want to mention here. Hopefully all can be achieved this year.

Hey you Azwan, my blackberry is death already, dont ever text me in whatsapp or wechat. because i did not received it understand ?

Before leave, i just love this song, check it out !

Regards,
Yus

31 December 2013

Assalamualaikum :)

Aaachum ! berhabuk dah ha blog aku ni ha. Hi *wave* long time not see ;)
So ? which part I should starts? kind of awkward when I am try to update something in this diary.
TWO THOUSAND THIRTEEN is really comes to end ! Sangat cepat masa berlalu. Umur makin bertambah. Amalan bertambah ke tak ? haish. Tepuk bantal tanya katil. Eh ?

Not so many story gonna share today since it is already 3.41 a.m. Today is my friend birthday :) Aman Shah Bin Sadri. How I can remember his full name ? because he is my first monkey love story. Ehem. long time ago. We starts with a friend, closer to bestfriend and at last couple. alahai cerita zaman dolu dolu. and after SPM, me is decided to be friend only since his mother not really believe that me is exists. Shah Johor, aku Selangor, mungkin mak die pelik kot macam mane boleh kenal and couple tanpa pernah jumpe. So, I'm Fine with it. contact macam biase, then lost contact, then contact balik and lost balik and now contact balik, biase biase jela. Shah pun dah ade GF, semoga berbahagia ye shah :) Again Happy Birthday.Sweet er 27 or 28 ? lupa dah, hew hew. Jangan tak percaya, we all still contact dan tak pernah jumpe sampai sekarang. rasenye dah dekat 7 tahun kot.

And for sure I have to plan for 2014 right ? but until now, i don't know yet what's the planning. So many things in my head. rasa nak cabut cuci dalam Klorox je bagi putih semua ha. Kalau pikir masalah, memang takkan habis yedak ? Yang penting jangan lari lama lama dari masalah okay ?

Benda yang paling takboleh bla dan lupa untuk tahun ni, bile Azwan Ismail nak jumpe. Haih.... Oh, lupa nak introduce, He is my Best Boyfriend forever. Ehem. BBF gituuuu. Kenal dekat 3tahun, then baru jumpe last two month lepas Wan konvo. That's A Date. Date balakang rumah je pun. Lepak restoran bersama si kecik Hakim. Harap Persahabatan ni kekal sampai bile bile. :) Psst, katanya nak datang lepas new year ni :)

Okay. Rindu Hang! 

Oh kepada Azwan yang lagi satu sila jeles sebab aku taknak cerita pasal hang dalam blog aku lagi nanti kena stalk ! Upppssss.

Sebelum Mata tertutup, mulut ternganga, boleh dah rasanya tidur ni. Just to make a last complete story for year 2013.

best wishes for all :

We are what we thinking. either good or bad, it is up to you. Be good :)

Beautiful is too subjective nowadays, being beautiful from inside your heart leads a gorgeous looking to outside.

You can't please everyone in this life. So please yourself first. :)

You put effort on things, you try your best, but who are you man to decide it is happen ? It is all in Allah's Hand, have faith to HIM.

                                                          Love Hakim so much. Muah !

Best regards,

Bla Bla Bla

Salam and morning you all *Lelambai tangan*

Haha . apa lah aku nak buat tetengah Malam ni ? Selain Online , aku pun tak pasti .
And now what story ? story please . Please !

Hear ! once upon a time . There is Little Princess #Bla Bla. okay . sesuai dengan Title aku atas tuh

Entah . KOSONG . ! aku pun tak pasti kenapa . haha

Can i undo the time ? Of course la can not !

Kalau boleh la kan , I wish i dont want to accept your friend request at facebook , then contact in IM ,

Then , Messaging , then Skyping , then On the Phone. Bla Bla Bla ,

Banyak pulakkkkk. haha. #Non sense sikit malam ni. Merapu,

Eh , Pagi Nanti G Sunway Pyramid , Esok Perak , Ahad Melaka ! Yeah berjalan keje aku ni. haha

Report entah kemana nanti.

Berbaju Merah Mak Ngah ! 

okay Bye !

Happy Eid Mubarak :)

Salam  :)

Hi and how was your day ? First Syawal ? Every okay right ?

This is simple Post only .

I just wanna Wish Happy Eid Mubarak :)

Alhamdulillah still have family members to celebrate :)

I got a good news before Raya :)

Alhamdulillah , Praise to God :) I being offered to be a permanent staff at there :)

As a Junior Audit/ Account/ Tax Assistant :)

Will start at September . and now i need to finish all my report needed to submit and to present later .

Oh Melaka :) Miss you